Simple pleasures......
Nov. 11th, 2019 08:25 amWith nearly 30 lbs gone since the end of June, it’s easy to walk into my closet, pull stuff off of hangers, & get dressed with a struggle. My question as I look in the mirror is, “do these colors complement each other”, & not, “is this too tight for me to wear?” Pants close without straining, shirts button and still allow me to sit down, and the choice of a sweater is determined by the temperature and not hiding extra flesh. I enjoy getting dressed at this point.
This is not to say I’m fully at ease with where I am. I’m determined more than ever to continue south. It feels once again a hopeful proposition.
I’ve been chatting regularly with a friend in the Midwest who stepped up to the plate with life changes when he was diagnosed as a diabetic about 9 months ago. He’s been picking my brain as a fellow traveler and has lost some 60 lbs since his diagnosis. 255 is now 194 when he last weighed in. 44” waist jeans have given way to 34”. This is two sizes smaller and almost 15 lbs lighter than when we’d last talked about where he is weight wise 6 weeks ago or so. I’m a bit envious. At the moment, I’m roughly where he was, while he’s where I wanna be. I don’t begrudge his success in the least; I celebrate it! It’s evidence of sí, se puede, in essence, YES WE CAN!
Can I be where he is in another 9~12 months? At the moment, it feels like a realistic possibility.
I’ve been up since the predawn hours; having sacked out at 11, I awoke at a few minutes to 6, rested and ready to face the day. With the road repair well underway, if I’m not going to have the car penned into the property for the day, I have to have it past their work space no later than 7 AM. Unless I wanted to do a 10 mike bike ride in the cold this morning, to get stuff from the hardware store and still have trouble getting past the roadwork with the bike, not to mention the brutal ride up hill, I had to be out. I got to Dada’s hardware at 7:10 only to find they open at 7:30. The 6AM openings at the Lake have spoiled me. (Who knew?). Anyway I doubled back to a coffeehouse in town, to sip some dark roast as the day gets underway, and watch the fog burn off in the early morning sun.
It feels good to be alive.
This is not to say I’m fully at ease with where I am. I’m determined more than ever to continue south. It feels once again a hopeful proposition.
I’ve been chatting regularly with a friend in the Midwest who stepped up to the plate with life changes when he was diagnosed as a diabetic about 9 months ago. He’s been picking my brain as a fellow traveler and has lost some 60 lbs since his diagnosis. 255 is now 194 when he last weighed in. 44” waist jeans have given way to 34”. This is two sizes smaller and almost 15 lbs lighter than when we’d last talked about where he is weight wise 6 weeks ago or so. I’m a bit envious. At the moment, I’m roughly where he was, while he’s where I wanna be. I don’t begrudge his success in the least; I celebrate it! It’s evidence of sí, se puede, in essence, YES WE CAN!
Can I be where he is in another 9~12 months? At the moment, it feels like a realistic possibility.
I’ve been up since the predawn hours; having sacked out at 11, I awoke at a few minutes to 6, rested and ready to face the day. With the road repair well underway, if I’m not going to have the car penned into the property for the day, I have to have it past their work space no later than 7 AM. Unless I wanted to do a 10 mike bike ride in the cold this morning, to get stuff from the hardware store and still have trouble getting past the roadwork with the bike, not to mention the brutal ride up hill, I had to be out. I got to Dada’s hardware at 7:10 only to find they open at 7:30. The 6AM openings at the Lake have spoiled me. (Who knew?). Anyway I doubled back to a coffeehouse in town, to sip some dark roast as the day gets underway, and watch the fog burn off in the early morning sun.
It feels good to be alive.